Living in the Present

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Pinterest can be an evil, evil thing.

In case you don’t know, Pinterest is a social media site where you “pin” pictures of things you like to different “boards.” Sounds kinda lame, right? Well, it is the gateway to visual wedding planning, children rearing, travel guiding, and interior designing. It is the place where it feels like everyone else’s life is perfect and glamourous and yours is just mundane and cluttered.

Lately I’ve been spending an inordinate amount of time browsing Pinterest for ideas of what I will do when I get to build my dream home. You know, the house with four bedrooms and a school room and a fireplace and gas stove and my own personal study where I will write all my masterpeices? It’s a great dream that I truly believe one day will become a reality, but alas, that reality is still quite a bit in the future. Quite a lot a bit.

Sometimes I get so focused on the future of my family that I forget to appreciate how great my life is in the now. I sit on my dilapidated old couch and look around and think about how much better everything will be later. I think about how much fun my children will be when they are older. I think about how accomplished I will feel when I have more books published. And I become discontent, when really I should be terribly grateful that I am sitting on a couch in my own house and have two kids at all.

So here I am, reminding myself that my life is great right now. I have two kids who are intelligent, adorable, amusing, and mine. I have a husband who loves his job, loves our kids, and loves me. I have a great family who is always there for me. We have enough money to eat good food and sleep in our own beds and turn on the air conditioner when it gets hot outside (always important to note if you live in Oklahoma!). I have a job that I love and my dream of become an author is a reality.

I just typed in the title to this post, and it reminded me of that adage that preachers say, “Today is a gift. That’s why they call it the present.”

But I’m not going to talk about that, because I think that’s a silly phrase. I’m just going to say that I’m thankful for my present. Tonight I am going to go outside and look up at the stars, and think about how vast the universe is and how amazing it is that I am even alive. And then I am going to go inside, and turn on Sean’s old IKEA lamp and snuggle under my flannel sheets and read a book and be thankful that all these things are mine to enjoy.

Anybody else out there ever feel the need to just stop, sit back, and remember to be grateful?

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While Visions of Vampires and Spaceships Danced in Her Head…

Snoopy and typewriterIt’s been a while since I posted here, and quite a bit has happened since I did. So now is the time to catch you up.

1. I finished my latest draft of my novel! Grover Cleveland Academy, Book 2, is now in the hands of my editor. I am eagerly awaiting her feedback and hoping I will have time to edit it when I get it back from her.

I’ve only been done with it for four days, and I already miss Rahab, Bracken, and Co. I scheduled myself to work on my spaceship novella and then my vampire novel before working on Grover Cleveland Academy Book 3. It would be sad except that I’m also excited to work on my vampire novel. And I’m also excited to be done with my spaceship novella so I can share it with all of you.

2. So the Consortium was sadly not able to live up to its dream of paying me to be a writer and editor. I still work for the Consortium, but on a more…free…basis. Most recently I edited Aaron Pogue’s new novella, A Darkness in the East. I’m also still posting on Unstressed Syllables on Fridays, so don’t forget to check that out. And we have great columns every day of the week!

3. Due to news number 2, I am now a freelance editor! I’m actually kind of excited about this, because I’m getting to edit more now than when I worked for the Consortium. And despite not being paid fulltime to write anymore, I’m commited to keeping up with my writing. See news number 1 where I talked about my vampire novel and spaceship novella. (Both of them have real titles, btw, but Vampires and Spaceships are what I expect you to relate to at this point. Who doesn’t love spaceships and vampires?)

I’ve lots of editing work for April, which I honestly did not expect, but I am so glad to be running in the first month of self-employment. My schedule for May is wide open, though, y’all, so if you know of anybody who needs some quality editing, send them my way! I welcome any and all manuscripts for editing. Please check out my Editing Services page in the right-hand navigation bar for details.

And in the words of Porky the Pig:

Dee-ba-dee-ba-dee-ba–That’s all folks!

 

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Finishing Goals and Making New Ones

clipart fireSo this month I am going to finish the second draft of my second novel in the Grover Cleveland Academy Series (why can’t it just have a name already?!?!?!?!). I’ve had the end in sight for about a week now, and I’m so excited that I can’t help thinking that everything that I want to accomplish is completely within my grasp.

I mean, a year ago I had just published Into the Flames, and I had no idea, really, what I was going to write about for this second book. But I did some pre-writing, began a lot of first chapters (which I later threw into junk document to laugh at myself later), and hammered out over 50,000 words on my first draft of GCA2 for NaNoWriMo 2012.

At the end of January I started my second draft, and now here I am, seven weeks later, closing in on the home stretch. Depending on how much editing I need done (I’m going to pretend it’s a minimal amount for my own sanity), I could easily have this book published within the year. And that, my friends, feels amazing.

It’s a mix of wanting to get my book out to you, the people who have told me multiple times that they want to read it, and just the satisfaction of knowing that in a year I can go from blank document to published novel. After spending about six years on the rough drafts of Into the Flames plus another whole year on the final draft, I like this new timeline a lot better.

I know, I shouldn’t count my chickens before they’re hatched or talk about being done with something when I still have a couple weeks to go. But I can’t help it!

I started writing a list (because I’m me, obviously) of all the projects I want to accomplish in the next year as well.

It’s a pretty ambitious list. I probably won’t get to it all. But then I can always do it the next year, too. The only person I hurt by not writing is myself.

What is this over-ambitious list, you ask? What can you look forward to reading from me in the coming years? I’m so glad you asked.Snoopy and typewriter

My To Do List for 2013-2014:

  • Finish Writing GCA2 (almost done!)
  • Edit/Publish GCA2
  • Finish last 5k of Starcrossed (novella)
  • Edit/Publish Starcrossed
  • JuNoWriMo 2013: First Draft of my Vampire Novel
  • Rewrite GCA3 (First draft written for NaNoWriMo 2010)
  • NaNoWriMo 2013: First Draft of GCA4
  • Finish Writing The Soldier and Kerri and Ash and Andy (short stories)
  • Publish Natalie’s Story (short story, title pending)
  • Rewrite/Edit/Publish GCA3
  • Rewrite Vampire Novel

 

The list doesn’t have any dates other than my writing challenges in June and November, becuase that just puts pressure on me and I’ll get upset and beat myself up if I don’t meet them. So if there’s anything you want me to work on first on this list, things can be rearranged. This is the order that I want to finish in, to make myself happy, but if something else would make you happier, I will…take it into consideration. :D

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Short Stories

I haven’t written much here lately because I’ve been busy with Unstressed Syllables. I have a new blog post out today, by the way. I’ve also been working on my second Grover Cleveland Novel and a little bit of editing.

Between all that, short stories have been on my mind recently. With the successful completion of my first draft of Spaceship Novella!, I’ve been looking for other stories to compact and write quickly. It gives me something to do when I’m burned out on my other writing tasks, and the brevity keeps me from letting it devour too much of my time.

Well, that’s the theory, anyway.

Short stories are becoming more popular with e-book publishing, but they still have a long way to go before they’re anywhere close to being read as prolifically as the novel. But until then, here’s a short story for your amusement.


Jude pressed his nose against the cool glass and watched as his breath covered it with fog. With the tip of his finger he etched a small question mark, then smeared the whole thing with the palm of his hand.

He turned his attention to the interior of the bus. The night was seeping in through the windows, and the artificial lights cast a sickly yellow glow over the rest of the passengers. They were all a sad bunch: tired, worn, apathetic, old, but Jude could smell the warm blood rushing through their veins.

He took a deep breath and licked his lips. Perhaps it was better to look out the window after all.

The bus ground to a halt, and Jude stood up. Now was as good a time as any to get off. The bitter wind hit him like a punch in the face; he drew the collar of his coat up and hunched into it.

He was near a bridge. It was fairly empty this time of night, and the sound of the water rushing beneath it was too similar to the rushing of blood for him not to be drawn to it. He walked out to the middle of the bridge and looked down. The waves were black.

He smelled her before she spoke, but he didn’t move, hoping she would just pass by–like so many people did.

“You’re not going to jump, are you?” she asked, half joking and half serious.

He turned slowly. She was young and healthy. She would taste good. “No. I’m afraid it would take something a little more…solid…to kill me.”

She gave a half smile, uncertain how to react. “But you were thinking about it, weren’t you?”

“Were you?”

“Of course not!” She opened her mouth, offended at the suggestion. “I just…couldn’t sleep.”

Jude looked down at the water, then back at her. She had on heavy black eyeliner and blood-red lipstick. Her neck was covered by a knitted blue scarf.

“So…if you weren’t going to jump, what are you doing out here?” she asked.

“Looking for someone like you,” he said evenly.

She smiled. “Nice pick-up line. I’ll have to use it one day.”

“It wasn’t a pick-up line.” It felt very important that he make that clear to her. He looked around, but other than them, the bridge was empty. It was past midnight. “I want you to have something.”

“Um…” She took a step back.

He held up a reassuring hand; with the other he drew something out of his coat pocket. “Take it.”

She reached out hesitantly. It was a wooden chair leg, whittled down to a point on one end. “Thanks?”

“I want you to do me a favor.”

He could hear her heartbeat get faster, and her voice was barely a whisper. “What?”

“Next time you see me, don’t be afraid to use it.”

She gripped the weapon more tightly. There were suggestions of white paint around the curves in the middle.

When she looked up, he had already disappeared into the night.

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An Affair of the Blog: Unstressed Syllables

Unstressed-Syllables2-1.1Good morning to my limited readership!

I thought you might like to know where I’ve been spending my time recently. Well, it’s not been over here at Stormy Night Publishing. I’ve been dabbling with another website. *gasp!*

You all should know by now that I work for the Consortium and am also closely affiliated with Draft2Digital, one a non-profit and the other a business that both exist to help artists get their work to the public. One of the easiest ways for artists to release their work is for authors to self-publish.

But as easy as Draft2Digital and other services may make self-publishing, there’s still a lot of work that needs to go into it. For one, you need to make sure that you have a story worthy of telling. Secondly, you need to make sure that you can see past your own flaws and make your story as tight as possible. And you also need to make sure that you have a catchy book cover and a plan to market your book once it is published.

That is where Unstressed Syllables comes in. It started out as a writing advice site a few years ago, and now…well, it’s still a writing advice site.

A handful of experienced writers and other professionals in their field have gathered together on one site to give their knowledge of publishing to you.

Yes, gentle readers, one of those peoples is moi. Not only that, but I am in charge of scheduling, editing, and bugging the other people to send me blog posts to put on the site. I’ve been working on this with Aaron Pogue for over a month, and I’m very excited to share it all with you now.

If you missed yesterday, Courtney Cantrell introduced her Monday column that will be talking about Prewriting. Today, Rachel Giles gives you an idea of how important cover design is for your novel.

And you should keep coming back each day to see what other columns we have to reveal! I’ll be spending a lot more time over at Unstressed Syllables, and I hope to see you there.

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